WHAT THE BBQ

I guess.

I can be rude sometimes, huh.

Wanna share someone GREAT with you guys.



He was the WORLD IDOL and the winner of Norwegian Idol.
His singing is like the best thing that ever entered my head.
He's voice is just awesome no matter how you listen to it.
MY GOSH.
But a lot of people don't fancy him 'cause he's ugly?
I remember watching the world idol and two judges gave some very nonconstructive comments about his face?!?
I mean, come on, this is a singing competition.
One guy whom I cant be bothered to know where he was from and yea, simon.
I remembered simon saying, 'we do allow ugly people to be recording artist'.
Doesn't that make you even uglier on the inside?
And the God-knows-who said that 'you sound like an angel but you look like a hobbit.'
Seriously, what is wrong with these people?
Well they don't deserve my mention.

Sorry mum.

I think,

I
want

holidays
NOW

I could use somebody, anybody?

HBTM

So the big day's gone with me staying at home doing elearning.
Some of my classmates did some of my elearning for me as birthday present.
:D

Teh

Loser with a cigarette.

Rest in peace, not.

Kah Kit jogged from Toa Payoh to Junction8, Bishan.
Almost died, seriously so lousy.
Mianbao wasn't free to accompany me to have a bowl of bar chor mee.
So I had a plate of duck rice at Kim San Leng, Bishan, instead.
Thank God I was on the right route at one try and I didn't ended up at some ulu place LOL
Shall make it an alternate day thing.
But I know myself too well to the point where I know I start off things smoothly and with enthusiasm but wont maintain the progress.
This is one of my flaws.
OKAY this is one of my many flaws.

Hello blog.

I felt rather stupid today.
Gears ready.
Thought of the route.
Went out of my block.
Started raining.
There goes my first jogging session.

It's like.

When you're wondering in clouds of unhappiness,

One little something that happened can make you really happy.

That's when you find that little something, somewhere, over the rainbow.

Reminder to myself.

I am only human.
Life is about cause and effect.
You CAN cause the next good thing that is gonna happen in your life.
But WILL you do it?

I am.

So bloated from seoul garden.
I came to realise how singaporean I was when I started taking food redundantly.
Trying to make my $24.99++ worthwhile, I ended up laosai-ing.
Cause I tried too many experiments LOL
Will be uploading photos soon if I get to get my hands on any.
It's 2.40am now and I have to wake up at 7.30am.
But Im still feeling very bloated after tat major toilet trip.
Wish I had some tea, yakult or something to help me ease the bloatedness.
Im scheduled to work four days this week, looking forward to it.
I hope I can further improve my skills as a barista.

Come support Smooth Cafe @ 72 Ourspace!

Why does it seem like fewer and fewer people are turning up?
Each gathering like machiam = Lesser people turning up

I think.

Im quite packed for the semester.

1) School work/tutorial/projects
2) Work (Y)
3) Dance class (Y)
4) Cell group (Y)
5) Church (Y)

I enjoy doing everything except for school stuff, expected.
The only day that Im free is saturday, so ask me out ok? :D
But the sentence above is only valid from next month onwards.
Cause Im really broke now ._.
And my phone is spoiled, it never fails to hang upon attempts to exit any function in use.
But I must save for genting trip, $160.
I dunno when then can start saving for a new phone.
Oh yea, it's been quite long since I went overseas.
So if my passport expires I will have to fork out another $70.
And I owe my mum $130.
Plus I must pay for my own concessions.
-_-
For those of you people who dunno, I have to be quite independent.
The only three things that Im dependent on my parents are the pocket money, the house and the bills.
Anything other than that, I have to earn the dough myself.

Alright, enough of money matters.
I was with my dad yesterday, we had to flag a cab.
That was when we headed towards the main road, it was raining.
The floor was slippery, he was scared that I might get a cold so he walked faster.
He din watch his step at one point and he fell on his bottom.
As much as I dislike all the things that he had done to the family or to especially my mum, the moment he fell, I felt heartache.
It was when I realised that, no matter what he did, he's still my father.
And I also came to realise that he was getting old.
A few more slips like that and nobody can tell what will happen.

God is good.
I realised that I can no longer treat my dad the same way that I did.
I admit that I was rude to him most of the time because I did harbour the thoughts of his wrongful acts.
I remember praying for God to give me opportunities to be closer to my dad so that I can slowly accept him again because I realised that being rude to my dad was a great sin.
Now, I can see that, as time goes by, I seem to be able to accept my dad more.
And that we are also talking more now.
I dunno how to thank God enough.
I hope that God will continue to work in my life.
So that I can be a better person for Him and to glorify Him.
I know Im not near perfect yet, Im still sinning badly.
Slowly, yet surely, I know, God can help change me for the better.

I have less time for cell group now because it falls on the same day as dance class.
I really need to buck up on dance, yet at the same time I don think it's good to neglect cell group.
But I guess I really have no choice.

Two sides of life.